sunday nitez....

today i woke up late ,but luckily i could attended the prayer at temple.....with my frz!!!
after attending at temple , i n a few friends went MCD . study...haha
came back home wanted to slept , but i could not , go qb with frzs.....study at borders ...hehe
haiz. came back home at night aready ....take bath n online ..... a day had passed like this....><
tmr i will back to school .....is the last day , i will appreciate it ... thx all my frzs that help me all this time....
dono wat day , a person tell me to put down all other thing a while》一阵子《and concentrate to study for my exam....i can put down all except one , only one thing , just you .....i cant .....haiz....
who can help me leh , i also dono , maybe is me can help myself only .....nitez

friendship life spend longer or couple life spend longer?
我不知道能 持续多久。。。没有结果的爱。。。

thursday#

累，很累，真的很累，不过那不是永远。
读书读书读书考试考试考试真的压力越来越大。嗨！
怎么办才好？

sunday#monday#tuesday#wednesday#thursday#friday#saturday#sunday#

sunday#
feel sienz ...sleep eat ntg to do!
monday to friday #
exam marks is out! == haiz
saturday #
busy whole day 。。haha
sunday#
sorry of didt answering ur call, coz i slept like a pig .
12pm woke up,then after lunch 2pm slept until 5.30 pm haha
study at night!

saturday#,sunday#monday#tuesday#wednesday#thursday#Friday#saturday#

saturday and sunday
study for trial exam remain 1 week! 加油!
Monday to friday
exam exam exam !!! yeah finally at friday trial exam finish, after school i n my frz-L,B,YH,DY go queensbay skate! the shoes make my leg uncomfortable, but after few rounding saya sudah biasa, unfortunately only few girl go in to play only. haiz! sienz xD we have sucessful make out our new style! yeah ！ so happy. about 8 pm , we came out , and we decided to went kuta bali there and eat, on the way raining, after eating we went library , but is too late, so we stop at one place and chat . second time go butterworth , by feri ride motor, hahaha! so exited. go there rounding pump petrol! luckily still have ferry , back penang island , we go jalan sungai penang de bali bali drink tea! back home about 1.30am -a memorable day! xD

tuesday# wednesday#thursday# friday#

tuesday#
exam ^ ^ happy!!!
wednesday#
exam^^ lucky i study moral value!!!
thursday#
exam, a litter bit pek chek and angry!!! but i guess i ride a big round i will cool down!
friday#
sejarah aready gone!!!

thursday# friday# saturday# sunday# monday#

thursday#
malaysia day, whole day at house , studying, at night no tuition~ sleeping!!!hehe
friday#
trial exam start!!! yeah
first paper is bc 1 n 2 @@ no every question i knew how to do!!!but i have try la!!!wohoo!!!
at night tuition!!! yeah !!! after tuition when back online !!! study!!!
saturday#
sienz, till kelvin called me go mcd , his sister birthday!!! celebrate at mcd!!! saw many frz!!!
waiting daddy ang to reach but, he didt come== then ys too!!! study ar!!!!
when sungai nibong there!!!pasar malam , buy a spectical luu xD crom de !!!! wohoo!!! cheer up!!!
sunday# morning go popular book stores with dad!! buy revision book, haha!!! suddenly feel pressure!!! >< study bm !!! and slept!!! eat slept eat slept study!!! life become meaningless x.x
monday#
exam lu xD BM!!!
saturday still remain 60% until today , drop until 5o% !!! dono is happy or sad!!! i hope miracle appear on me and her :p !!!

爱与不爱！！！

monday# tuesday# wednesday#

monday#
no school , bored , cut hair at 5.30pm!miss my frz but tmr can see them! yeah xD sleep early！
Tuesday#
actually i didt knw wat happen about him n her, but after all i knw!haiz!!! nvm!U say u wanted to become a bad girl! that is wat a '***'thinking, please dont do it ok!this world haven end, in furture what u become is depend what u doing now,so?...!at first i really wanted to help coz is my 2 best friends! but wat u say make me zha dao and angry! but after u say like this, i have think that, 我不要擦手比較好，免得又給你講！當你心情低落的時候，我送你兩個字‘堅強’！ok, take care la!xD
wednesday#
at hall quite happy a while xD
but, it's not last long!my hot temper has coming back! she keep doing her style, my hot temper temperature will raise, so .....
u knw wat u r doing now? u knw?
if u knw then how u must do?
continue like this?~~

if that time i knw wat happen now, i will not do it to let it happen!!!

sunday#

爱情如此，友情如此，亲情更是如此都要珍惜！！！不要等到失去了，才來珍惜，這已經是太遲了！！！
我爱你，爱与被爱，我不会选择，５０％我爱你，５０％你爱我，会选择７０％我爱你，３０％你爱我，因为我爱你多一点，你会倍感幸福哦！！！
「幸福」是一颗梦想的种子，需要用「生命的热情」去灌溉；「幸福」不是靠别人给的，而是要认真抓住、用心选择!!!
因為愛，所以愛，一切都不遲。

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saturday#

going to study !!!!gampateh!
別人生氣我不氣，氣出病來沒人理，
人生本是一場夢，為了小事莫生氣，
風起雲過年又年，得得失失要樂天！！！

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monday,tuesday,wednesday,thursday,friday#

monday#
woke up not so early,and eat lunch with my mum n didi, afternoon went perrangi mall shopping,
buy my stuff ,before going back house, i show 朱浩任 和黃俊源。take photo with them ,and one of them talk to me!!! wah i so happy, but just happy few hour onlyzzz.
tuesday#
going farlim ttn,and we have dinner at mamat stall below kelvin flat!!!xD chat until so syok!!!
after eat going up kelvin house, play ps!!! haha !!!about 7++pm we back!when back house online!!!:P
wednesday#
woke up , accompany mum n didi went eat duck noodles! yummy!!! attending akaun tuition at school for 2 hours.when back home ,bored!!!! at night go tuition and sms with her! going beach with daddy and sh n kelvin!!! after beach, saya sendiri pi perrangi mall, i wanted to brought some stuff but 99% shop aready close argh!!! i trap inside coz more door has close, lucky i saw a door that near body glove shop haven close, i faster walk out!!!yeah!!!freedom!!!this is most happier night ever!!! thankyou!!!♥
thursday#
woke up about 8.10am
online finding some one to chat!!! hey hey
going school tuition for 4 hours ~~
after school kami pi perrangi mall ,watch *piranha* wahahhah ,great movie!!!
but its cut until 1 hours n 5 min . after movie we ate at a kopitiam, tuition was late,i didt go!!!
going beach and we have a chat there!!! fun!!! happy moment passed fast!!!i have a great day with her and u all !!! aligator!!!
friday#
woke up late, so i went there by myself mana tahu saya silap luu, so i didt go aready , i takes about 1 hour walk to pantai keracut !!!at pantai,my phone spoil coz i fall into sea water!!! haiz, if you with me , then i will not so lonely er :p!!!i went back was very tired ,and i as sleep!!!
at night online!!!

如果爱上，就不要轻易放过机会。莽撞，可能使你后悔一阵子；怯懦，却可能使你一辈子后悔!!!

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friday , saturday , sunday#

friday#
reach school about 7.30, luckly teacher haven came. 我很尷尬，不知道她會有什麼反應，有很怕她不理我。對於她的決定，我會嘗試接受，不想逼她。勉強是不會得到幸福的。由於是這樣吧，我一直沒有心情至到recess,after recess i more ok, thank 姐, yong yang , ys ,andrea, daddy ang, zi shen, loving fool,kelvin hong, jia wei etc^^
cheer up luu xD !
after going back home, i start online searching google map, to BM and autocity!
i feel so excited on my first aventure~ haha
before that chat with someone lu xD HAPPY~~
about 5.30 i reach the penang bridge , takes about 15 min to cross over, coz i ride slowly lu.
along the ways to BM, i seeing scenery too, this abit bahaya, didt pay attention , 'please dont learn from me'.i also pass by 火車路。but i dono whr they live in, so i straight take short cut from BM to autocity.yeah! when i saw autocity that moment, i m so happy !!!! i have sucess ar!!!
mana tahu i reach there, i cant find JJ consert ,so i ask some one, so i went in, wow~~ it attracted me . so i watched the consert lu xD, it was so greatz, that day kelvin siao liao lu , haha! J:加油K:加油！after JJ consert they went back, me too. smile :)
SATURDAY#
going to school for kk, sleep at there.10am take papaya hern go eat at relau, then go balik pulau finally reach batu ferringi, 30 min later reach my home~back home sure online, chat with her until at night.hehe!xD . time passed very fast!
SUNDAY#
i slept until 11 o'clock , my mum called me go n buy lunch, yummy:p
afternoon went gurney watched 'step' < nice movie,
came back home ate dinner, and online again until i tired n sleep ,
tata~~

如果愛情沒那麼複雜就好了，簡簡單單的愛。X）

wednesday and thursday!

finally the case have solve! feel relax for few period ,but slowly my mood down n down ,coz i keep on recalling back that though me de thingz, headache coming haiz. afternoon akaun tuition also miss,but i will replace it ,then jia wei called me wanna go n watch pua chu kang, at first i said see my condition, n i take a nap , and recover, so i called jia wei said i can go, i takes about 15 min to queensbay. they waited me at food court. 4.42 pm when in cinema , on the ways , my pain was so hurt, think back last time , i m her when movie . haiz . pua chu kang was not bad, ppl watch until so happy keep laughing but i wanna to cry . After movie we when ate at food court too! thx they accompany me when i m sad. i didt go for tution coz i late aready, + i didt have mood , so i when to daddy house , she accompany me at the beach , accidentally i cried at the beach, T.T , after all daddy take me go to jia wen house to take lens. Back home online!!! till 12.30 am , 1 am slept.good nite xD
thursday# a brand new day for me n her,we talk like last time xD HAHA
when oldtown we my frz haha, ,about 3 o'clock back house, a computer expert come to my house, repair my dad laptop, i fill so happy that my dad have increase the internet speed to 4 mbps.haha take a sleep from 4 pm to 6pm lolx.go tuition .haiz, i feel sad when i propose to her , but she have decline me. i will respect her decision.i n my sis when beach , we chat at there, and we back to the center on time, keep on chating. then she back , then i return helmet then back . when i reach home i feel so weird, like a disco == my dad play music so loud. but the song was nice. i wont forget that i have such a sister, that would willing to share with me. thankyou !!! love you sis haha.

一切都改变了。

tuesday#

happy national days to everyone!
today slept until 12 pm haha
online + eating go ttn 1.40 start at 2pm
until 4 o'clock , we go down the bakery buy bread,
mana zai wan balik , loving fool motor key bo ti ki liao,
so we help him find , and wanted to go up to center there but the door has locked,
n teachers has leave the place, so finally ys take loving fool , go to farlim book store, is close
so we go xin yi, after buying we back home liao.
online , do homework.

monday#

跌倒了爬起来，从新来过，不过每次这样做，是没有用的。所以我会。。。xD
谢谢你们给我了一次。。。的机会。
在这里祝你们国庆日快乐，你也是！加油！
珍惜身边朋友和家人对你的好。

sunday#

事情以走到这个地步，我什么都不能做，只能跟你们解释，因为我是当时人，我了解的比你们多。
希望你们能了解，我不是在欺骗你们，真的是误会了。
我跟她分手的当儿，我真的是放不下，不过我真的没有办法，接受她那么对待我，也许我真的想太多，不过我更你讲我有新的目标，那是真的，我真的是喜欢她，对她有一点感觉，这是无可否认的。只有我一直想着她我才可以比较开心，不让我会一直伤心的下去。我这位好朋友说他看不到我分手后的伤心，我问回你，我为什么要在你的面前伤心，要得到你的同情心吗？当我伤心难过的时候，你们都没有看到。只有几位朋友看到，我哭。因为那个是我放不下的时候。也许以前我真的做过很多伤了你们的是，真的很抱歉，不过你们这样无赖我，你们觉得你们做对吗？而且我跟你们讲，她跟某个人说她对我没有感觉了，也很开心的说她有新的目标，那为什么我跟她提出分手时，她会那么伤心，哭哭哭？已经是对我没有感觉了，为什么还是很在意我所说的话？我叫我的好友问她，她还对我有感觉吗？他说有，不过没有以前那没多，毕竟我伤过她，是我在错先，这是无可否认。不过我真的不知道他讲的那一句是真的。以你所说的我偏你们，那她也不是一样的在偏我吗？难道女人偏男人没有错吗？有感觉还是没有？我只能告诉你，我跟你也是一样，那个感觉来的时候，跟走了之后是有不一样的想法。你说爱一个人应该包容她的一切，对真的是要这样，不过我就是太过包容她了，结果结局就是这样。我不懂得怎样体会到你的感受，但是你想你有体会到我的感受，我一直说不要在讲钱钱钱，过去的就让它过去，不过你一直讲讲讲，我跟你讲我很烦，不过我不会在你面前讲。也许你会讲是开玩笑，不过对以我这已经是over 了，一直提起以前的回忆。我的妒忌心很强，是我的缺点，我知道朋友在你的心中比男朋友重要，每当你跟我的好友讲话，我的心就会很酸，我已经是尽量去改，不过到了现在，还是不能。我没有讲过要放弃不要改。你要我改条我的缺点，我有去尝试，那你呢？我跟你吵了，你还不明白我要的是什么吗？我跟你讲我要你改变男朋友在你心中的体位比朋友重要，你能做到吗？那我也跟你一样，需要很长很长的时间才可以看到改变。感情已变得这样，你觉的我们还能走得快乐吗？朋友们，你们有没有听俩方面的说？有的我相信有，但有的却只听一方。不过我不能逼你们，这是你们的决定。不过你们要听我随时奉陪。那些曾经帮过我的人，我在这里说谢谢！

saturday#

i dono how to describe
just be happy ^
today keep on sleeping hahah
我没有讲你们cari pasal
reality is just all is my wrong la,只是无可否认的，
那个人没有错的,她是永远对的。
我会改，不过需要时间，机会也要咯，我也会接受你们所讲我的，谢谢你们！

friday ##

today no school
ytd webcam with litter feng feng !!
wah so song!!!
no pressure no stress...
tq for those that give me some advise n some suggestion de people.
i love u all!!!
'it's when i weak ,then i am strong!'
later going heritage restaurant eat dinner!xD
now i m free!!! yeah
get back my freedom!!!
我跟你讲你这样做是没有用的，如果你要continue like this , then u continue la,wish u good lucky!!!
你说我吃醋，吃到不要吃Liao啦，习惯了。没什么大不了。
你以前怎样对我，我都不计较了，你现在翻过来责我啦。
真的是很不简单的一个人！哈哈 xD
对咯,我现在很怕,怕到不能睡,吃啊!
我现在很开心,不是act 的,如果你觉得我是act 的话，then u continue la,
hahahahxD :)

如果时间可以重来..
我们会分开吗..
如果时间可以重来..
我们还会相爱吗...
如果时间可以重来..
...我们还会承诺吗...
如果时间可以重来..
我们还会拥抱吗...
如果时间可以重来..
我还会放弃你吗...

如果时间可以重来..
我依然..爱着你
承诺你
照顾你
保护你
但..如果时间可以重来..对不起..我会希望我从没认识过你..因为我已经让你伤得太深了...但是我却依然深爱着你..

thursday##

没有你的日子第二天，分手后还是可以当会朋友，只是看你要不要而已，我是要的。当不了情人，当朋友吧。
虽然有时我还是会很不舍得你，但是我会面对事实，接受，后悔当初的决定，不过我真的没有办法了，如果还是在走下去，我们又不会开心，会一直吵架，我会一直找事，你都知道我是这一种人，所以就这样的结局吧！为了大家的好，我相信如果我们有缘分，以后一定会有机会在一起的。来日方长。开心点吧！加油！xD

tuesday n wednesday##

tuesday #
pressure pressure that make by my self
and i keep hurting my frz, so they will walk far apart from me.
this really cant accept, but i have no choice.
我生氣你是因為你爽爽要講爽爽不要講，當我很有mood wan talk to u ,
u like......至少也給一點反應啦。
我的缺點真的很多，所以我不想連累你，讓我改過了，看有沒有緣分可以在一起，
今天老師跟我講，‘是你的就是你的，不屬於你的就不是你的’。今天august 25,我們還是做回朋友，
我會盡量放下這段感情，說然是很難。現在我顾不好自己，根本都没有资格爱你，跟你continue在一起。还有希望你不要为了我而烦，哭。是很不值得，
我知道你没有生气我，我也不会，但是当我想起的时候,我会生气。
我是一个没有用的人。

sunday + monday ##

sunday
stay at home study ,
after study i went to island hospital
visit my frz, that kenal dengi,
at night she sms ,
that she go to qb with her family
she so happy.^^
me too ,learn how to editing photo,
laugh until stomachache
about 1 n a half hour , i back from his house
back home and installed editing program ,
continue edited sambil wait her back then chat chat chat .
monday#
before recess i have mood , after recess my mood decrease,
因为我所以你变得这样，
因为我你对我冷淡
因为我你对我失去信任
因为我你没心情
因为我的一个过错，
就把你伤到那么深，
永远都不会忘记，
就算我怎么弥补都没有用了
伤口都不会消失，
全部都是我一手造成的，
对不起，
在这样下去，对彼此都不会有好处
我虽然说我不会放弃你，会一直爱你forever ，
我跟你讲我是不想放的，但是看情况我真的没有办法，
那只能怪我当初所许下太多的承诺，
做不到的承诺，只会伤害到你，
抱歉一句是没有用的，所以。。。
我们分手吧！T.T
痛失难免会有的，不过久了就会渐渐回复。
分手之后我们还是朋友对吗？

monday to saturday~~

monday
happy ^^
ntg happen.
tuesday
happy too
going to farlim tuition, after tuition i went to eat roti tisu, and teh tarik.
wednesday^^
very happy,attend akaun tuition.
thursday
feel pressure a while , but at last get back my happeness
friday:
she feel moodless
at school less talk
back home chat
saturday
early morning come out for activities ,
feel very exited,
after activities, back kelvin house
saw kelvin cooking
he fried a vegetable
and eggs for us
is delicious too
about 3.30 back home.
feel very tired
and decided to take a nap,
but i miss her so i chat with her, although cant open webcam n see her.

saturday & sunday##

saturday, the first person i talked to is you,
i feel very happy ,
yeah,i open computer online~for many hour,
afternoon i m busy doing assignment , housework
plus webcam with dear,
keep smiling whole day,
:)
at night go kelvin g'mum birthday ,
his g mum 很客气哦!
我们玩的不亦乐乎，
最好笑的是，他的舅舅问我，你住那里 ，
我说jalan perak, 他听到'siam perak'
我笑道肚子痛，
玩着玩着，时间过得真快，是时候回家了，1204 到家，
一回到家，就上网跟宝贝webcam,因为我很想她，
我爱你。

thursday ## friday##

我不懂怎样形容,
每个人都有压力,但是这几天我也来也没有心情了,
压力越来越大,实在是第一次这样,还是忍不住哭了,
我不随便哭,除非是真的很痛,忍了很久那我才哭.
我会证明给我跟你看,我不是以前的我了,为了你,我愿意放弃所有,只要你我就满足了,
对于你的伤害我会补偿,很抱歉,这几天对你做的是,我们有所谓的意思要跟你难返,
我的心是属于你的,只有你...
这几天,我说过我不要跟你讲话,是因为我要翻醒自己所做的错,
也很想跟你早点符合,我不想再这样下去了,我会风掉的,拜托你.
我不要再许下承诺,很不自然,
我讲到做到!!!

wednesday##

我跟你又在冷战了。。。
就是我太了解你了所以我知道你是不会那么快原谅我，或者是你一辈子到不会不会原谅我，因为我一次又一次的伤害你，你对我已经是没有信心了，我不会因此而怪你，这事是我一手造成的，我很傻，不懂的珍惜你，一直都是这样，这样的爱情只会让彼此难受，现在这句话是真的，我什么都可以不要，就是不能没有你。没有你我真的是活不下去。跟你吵架，冷战我都很辛苦，我知道你也是，我哭着，就是我说的话伤害了你，不过真的是为了你好，没有别的企图，我知道你是需要时间去接受，了解。记得上一次，你跟我说别生气，你会改过你的坏习惯，那时的我，我没有生气你，因为那只是一件很小很小的事，就算你怎样对我，我都很少会生气，我都会有事化无，不要跟你计较，吵架，因为跟你吵架真的很痛苦。我会包容你，这是对的！
昨天我们吵起来是因为里头有些误会。是我的错，我不会解释得更清楚，让你产生了误会。T.T
你不能顶我，我能了解，是我的态度，我的言行举止，把你弄的每一天那么伤心难过，'机会你已经给过我很多次了，也许再也没有挽回的时刻了'，呜呜呜@@我想太多，我应该相信你不会那么做#
因为我太爱你，所以你做的一切，我都非常重视，有的看了很爽，有的看了吃醋，我很幼稚对吗？却忽略了你要的是什么。。。从这一刻起我不会忘记你要的是‘freedom'!!!
不过我不希望这就是结局。我不能接受这样的答案。

亲爱的对不起，我爱你！
真的很怕很怕你离开我的一天，那是的我。。。haiz....

tuesday##

go to school is happy
but after after become worst....
i dono y......
y will become like that!!!!
i m so useless
我在想以前的我们，真的有多开心但是
现在的我们越来越多东西发生，
all thing is make by me!!!!
y i will become like this....stupid me....
argh!!!!! cant forgive really cant forgive wat i do on youT.T
我是真的无药可救了。。。。
没用的人。。。only knw how to hurt u, make u angry !!!!
因为我爱你，所以我才变得这样，
make u so uncomfortable ,这样的爱情不能长久，不能永恒。。。
也许你再也不会相信我讲的每一句话了， 我不会怪你！
这是应该的， 因为我那么做你@@
我对你的要求真的很高，我一直要你跟我讲话。。
我真的很自私。。。><
今晚希望你不要cry until so deep...
我会狠狠很心疼。。。

拥有了，却不会珍惜对方，真的是一个废人！！！T.T

monday##

on the road to school see tiok say how...
he say me ride very fast....kiam kiam knock infront car...
but lucky i didt.....><
n didt late for school@@
math period i feel so happy.....hahahx no reason...
when pj period come...
we cant pj haiz...
go up class again...sienz...but can chat...
she face black ki...== coz some reason....
then ok luuu
recess eat many ....so full...
dot dot dot to last period i also feel happy tooo....xD
AFTER SCHOOL I N ANDREA chat at motor park there....
after she back@@
we talk 1 period ==
then went back she feel so pressure and more angry...
coz some reason tooo@@
nvm ....is ok
u trust ur self...all will be find...
dont worry
i m here for you!!!
i love you dear♥
after that...i go sleep coz my mum using computer to webcaming my aunt at johor de...xD
TALK until so happy
i woke up chat with her awhile...
going to ttn with kelvin
tuition finish i came back house straightly....
online,eating....luuu
is time to sleepxD
'TMR IS A BRAND NEW DAY'@@

不管再大的风风雨雨我都会帮助你读过难关，最重要的是不要放弃，看扁自己！！！++u

sunday##

Due to the reason ytd i slept late...
today morning i woke up at 11am....
after woke up i feel my stomach so painful...
luckily toilet no ppl use...
fast go in n excreted
wah so comfortable ><><>dinner<
++ watch movie will mum dad n didi
happy@@
after dinner....start my economic homework,concentrated fully hahahahha
take about 2 hour to finish this home work!!!
today i go out one times only....
buy ingredient for cooking...
only today i feel i m so guai luuuu
hor hor hor ,she go gurney also dowan call me goo....
i fell very lonely at house,altough my homework had not done finish....
i also can go de....xD
u happy luuu....
after a while she seem like very angry n pek chek....
i dono what happening but....is parent make u angry?
你生气是可以的但是不要太久，会很伤身的。。。
你拎到我很担心@@
我知道我是一个不怎么懂道理的人，也不是很会去安慰人。。但是我会尽量去做到，我应该做的事，wont let u disappointed@@
dear , remember , 'happy go lucky'
u can do it !!! i trust u!!!xD
tmr school start ...tmr is a brand new days...
i wish to see you smiling :)
me too!!haha
i have to sleep now .....
tata

每一天我的脑海里都有你的影子，你已经是我生命里最重要的人了，没有了你，我活着也没意义了，我爱你，不会让你离开我。。。

saturday##

today morning i sleep at 2am
wake up at 10.30 am.....i think so
but....she call me at 8.10am .....
我们有批准可以不要去kk le....
要考spm leh....
freedom~~
morning wake up....feel very steam@@
straight on mobile web and mp4 ......
after that....eating lunch....
she called me....am i going her house....
today no activity ....so i go.....haha..
if got activity ...i also will go her house geh.....==
afternoon ,after sending my didi go tuition at school
i n my dad went to a petrol station pump petrol.....
i realise today traffic is more heavy luuu~~~
pek chek nia...
go anywhere also slow slow....@@
after pump petrol my dad went market...
buy some stuff back...
i went to DSN ..... do something!!!
in progress....her frz call me....
i shock tiok....
after doing finish...
i lap back.....>< dangerous....
back home take a bath then went to her house....
start a group study....@@ study about 1 n a half hour...
i take the paya terubong;s high road to yy house....
take about half n hour to reach ....~~
2 ways take about 1 hour ....
whole journey feel very excited .....can see scenery....but a bit sienz...
back to her house....study again.....++ doing homework..^^
8.30 take a rest....went to opposite de large kopitiam....
ate ate ate
ate ka...so fulll
on the ways...we took a lot of photo....
so happy!!
:x
after we meet at the same floor...
then walk by the house that...have 养 one dog de...
so CUTE xD
finally back her house...
prepare to keep all stuff...
back home....
but we haven...
web cam with NSY ^^
about 1010 we back luuuu##
take the hill road again....back home about 11 pm liao...
1 hours....back home...
i ride slow de....xD
SAFETY....@@
reach house ...take bath... online
chat with adr,her and kl
chat until very song!!!
went facebook saw.....the photo
not bad...i like it....♥
yeah!!
kl dont worry zy leh...^^
i knw today his talking sound have a litter bit louder...
but is find...
kl =we always support u!!!
gambateh!!!
good nite !!

希望你能睡得甜甜的！
今天过得真有益，真开心，一起读书，玩乐!!!
为什么跟你在一起的时光终是那么快过，我会珍惜跟你一起度过的每一分每一秒!!!
i love you
dear!!!

thursday and friday@@

ytd i feel so uncomfortable that u say me like that...
i knw i have wrong....
but u really make me angry...
after knwing you thing....
i slowly cool down my self...
我会一直陪着你，让你开心，不许哭。。。。
哭了我会心疼。。。
dear i love you!!!
不过事情时有解决的一天。。。没事就好了。。。
伤心难过的日子也是要过的。。为何不要开心的过呢！
friday...
from wake up until i very happy...
but a school i very pek chek and angry those always talk others ppl bad thing de ppl...
一直做这样的的东西，对谁都没有好处，白痴，无聊，神经。。。
一直讲下去，事情会解决吗。。。答案是不会。。。
只是会越伤越深，浪费时间。。。
不过嘴巴是他们的，我们没有办法控制。。。
afternoon sleep a while...
wake up very steam !!!
haha
我好想你，我会一直在你身旁，陪伴你，对过每一刻@@

wedesday ♥♥

today feel more relax
less pressure,stress
today same as usual....xD
today morning when school...almost late....==
gate closed...lucky i see tiok some prefect i knw de...
he let me in....
tq ^^
i park at back liao...
then i rushed to class but the prefect blocked lolx...
always de...so i straight run to hall...haven go in aready 'kring' lolx..
lucky no class......
sit at back..
so sienzzzz
but our sejarah teacher no teach us liao...haiz.....
hope he can happy in other school.....
when back from school...
open facebook and msn....2 most important in my life....hahahx
yeah...chat with her....^^
until i go out...
go DSN .....
after that go ys de house...
wohoo~~ first time play until so happy laughing...
last time no really wan play de.....><
see the dog so cute toooooo!!!
hope the these dog can grow healty la....xD
take many photo tooo haha...
then go ttn lolx..after ttn go ys house again...take ingredient...for tmr de party...
see the cute dog biting the plastic bag...^^
when back home
online online online
have to sleep more early la today...@@
tmr 5 am wake up prepare...then bh will come at 6.45 then go put the food
study at school lolx...till 1.50 lolx...have late class

我爱你我会接受你的一切！♥

tuesday

今天一去到学校，看见了你
还是没有那个勇气面对着你，看着你，不过我相信不久之后
我的勇气会回来的！～
真的大概before recess ,我们已讲起话来了，虽然没有说的很久但是这也是我们从新开始的起步。。。我不能怪你，因为我没有资格怪你。。。～～不讲了。不想再提起。。。》《
只是责怪自己@@当初的那。。。。话。==
i hope that our relationship will better and better!
today i less moodless ,sad......
thanks for giving me a chance....
i will appreciate it.....
我会好好的珍惜与爱你！不会让你离开我！

伤害了你，我的资格已经全毁掉了T.T

第三天你不理我的日子，你让我感受了当初他对待你的那一种。。。痛。真的是可以把一个平时开朗活泼的人变得伤心，难过，没信心。
今天早上我差一点迟到，肚子痛。在楼梯上听到你的笑声。每次听到你的笑声，我都会很开心，不过只一次我却很想哭。不知道为什么。上体育课时，我跟他一起打羽毛球，玩到一半，他没有mood 了，那是我还是要continue 玩，他说叫我跟她一起玩badminton,但是不用了。我不想再让她伤心。
因为我已经做错了，hurt her so deep, 现在的我，已经是无法原谅自己所做的一切。
when recess,我迟下去，因为我有事要办，下去了我坐跟你的同一排，但是也没有讲话。。。
after science period over, 我真的越来越没有mood 了，一个人独自走上班去，
今天是写作文，第一次写得那么有意思，haha@@
当作某件事时，我们都很尴尬，都不敢看对方。这也是第一次，我们没有勇气看着对方。
是第一次，也是最后一次了，我不会再让这发生。又是同一句话，难过。。。
我所做的这一切，都被我的这一句话搞砸了。他劝了我，事情已经不能改变了，是事实了，
怎样伤心，难过，都没有用了，
只要想办法的解决，上开点，会活得更好。我一听了，我尝试去接受，我会改过我的坏习惯，
不会再从犯，这次的事真的打击了我，我已醒悟了，
不想再让你看到我的坏习惯，全新的面对你。我希望我可以在最短的时间内改变，虽然是很困难，不过我勇于尝试。不会放弃，我相信你看到我的改变，你会原谅我！
对不起，我♥你！！！